new life

Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.

-----Foresst Gump

I am creating my own story now, and the good thing is that it will be unique. The decision that I am going to the U.S to persue my bachelor is the most challegeing one I have ever made. The unknown situation is so facinating to me. As I am starting my new college life at the university of delaware, so far I enjoy it.

The clear idea is that this is going to be tough, and I have to go through it all by myself without any guide or help from my parents. It has never been so critical that someone who has the similar experience before could offer some suggestion or even warnings to you，when you feel so confused and helpless. However, it is how I could become mature and independent earlier.

The best thing is I still have a plenty of time to figure out what might be my favourite things to do that I could enjoy them through the rest of my life. Studing aboard makes me have more views and choices than before. "The whole world is like a small village", it is more like a slogan than the fact if you keep yourself in your own culture and your own way to think and look at the world.

On the other hand, I cannot deny that I am changing in some ways that I could not control or predict. Acutually I am quite surprice that how the culture here already influnce on me in such a short time. It is sort of frighten me that all of these inevitable subtle changes will lead to my unpredictable transformation. But I can make it more positive by insist on my faith and rules.

Anyway,life is jsut life. If I think about this all the time, I will get into pieces and irritation since I will never end it with conclusion, not untill I am fifty years old. I will just fight fot what I have choiced and try to be best on it.